Regrets of a drinker

It may or at least should be obvious that the last blog post was written when i was under the influence, the influence of Budweiser and white wine. But i actually like the last post more than most of my others, it finally gave some direction, and maybe showed a little more of me, the weird me.

So i think this may be where i take this lil blog o mine (I'm gonna let it shine), and let the weird flow.
Pressure pressure pressurehttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mLPJy1VS27U.
I fear i can't get there alone though, like the Gammiest Aul Whore concept came from me insulting my friend, so i should probably take a notepad and pen round with me huh, see what i can capture coming out of this strange aul coconut of mine. And here's a selection of photo's i took last night.

On another note, was very excited to see that I've had readers and that they've been from abroad, America, Germany and Russia, i swear not all Irish are mad, just a lot of us.

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Gammiest Aul' Whooer

Ok, so a fiend and I have had an idea, one that we feel will be an awesome, awesome thing.
Yes, we want to have an anti-beauty contest, the likes of which hath nary been seen! So, ya! We want the scabbiest aul' slappers with no teeth, mingin' minges, bald spots and sweat patches to compete in games such as "Who can gum a cucumber best" and "Who can sit on an empty wine bottle with the most aplomb"
The name of this televisular spectacular shall be thus "Gammiest Aul' Whooer in Oireland"

Prizes tbd

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PS. The shartier the arse, the better.


PPS. We would totes love if we could have Father Jack Hackett agus Damo & Ivor as our judges.

Nostalgia

Well, a day on youtube provided a load of nostalgia!
 Lets see, i had a look at The Racoons, Old Garfield, Blossom!(love) and even some Super Ted, So far i have yet to be let down by watching any of them. What are your old school faves that you haven't watched for years?
On the same topic, i was chatting on Facebook to an old school friend that i have not seen in years, due to the fact she lives on an other continent. But we were discussing both Blossom and Beverly Hills 90210, the original not the horror or the one they have now, i guess you could call it the re-boot, yeah boot up its ass wouldn't go a miss. I loved 90210, i was always a Dylan girl, the broody dark thing always and stil does do it for me, i mean the guy had an awesome car and his own place! Yeah i was a pretty shallow eight year old.
At the time i loved the fact he was with Brenda, but as i've grown up i really can't stand her, supah stuck up, though i think Kelly was a bit of a why me type, though she did have a tendency to attract tragedy. Andrea was a bore and David Silver never grew out of his dork role for me. What's your ideas/memories.likes/dislikes on the original 90210?

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Where did it all go wrong?

Ok, so this is a massively self indulgent post.

Its about the break down of relationships, not of the romantic kind.
I always seem to run into problems with people, i will take some of the blame but why is it others can't do the same, instead it feels like you have a shit storm unleashed upon you with enough gusto it would make Niagra Falls look like a piddly little water gun. It just doesn't seem right or fair, and isn't it just a bit silly after
a certain age?
Lately all this drama has really being getting me down, increased anxiety, paranoia and generally feeling like you've caused every little bad thing that's ever happened, and no-one should feel or be made to feel like that.

Its all about being responsible with the feelings of others, of course you shouldn't sacrifice your own, but jeez, have a fucking heart. Its especially hurtful when you try and reach out, make things good etc and nothing!zip, zilch, nada. Frankly i feel like people don't think i'm worth the time, and some may not but it may also just be a flaw in my personality.

I guess it doesn't help when you feel abandoned a lot of the time (thanks to a death maybe). Ugggh, i don't want to be so blah, but i know i'm not the only one feeling like this, i just wish there was a way to open a line of honest communication between people that was accessible and people would be happy to use, instead of us all just closing down and keeping it all locked up, can't be good really.

When did we stop caring more about others and more about ourselves?

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Been a while

Ooops, guess i forgot about this.

Not much going on i'm afraid, other than 3 months 31/2 weeks off the smokes!
The transition from patch to nought was fine, and i'm pushing through without much problem.

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Summer is a comin'!

Really looking forward to this one. Not really sure why, but i reckon my last few summers were so crap and marred by depression that this one, now that i'm free from the monster of mental illness i can really enjoy.

Also i'm still of the smokes, so i can save for stuff that i really wanna do. Like going to Dome, or no place like dome, http://www.npld.ie/ . It's a festival being held in the wesssht of Ireland, heading down with a couple of mates. It'll be the first festival i've been to in many years, and considering who i'm going with, it has all the hallmarks of being messy and mad. I want to also go to a sea/surf/music festival also being held in the wesssht, so fingers crossed i can also save for that. I have a plan for the saving, but it is getting a bit tight, thanks to various shindigs i'll be attending.

I'm an avid list maker though, and fingers crossed i shall be able to scribble a good plan that will see me floating bout havin the major craic and making/forgetting some awesome memories that will really seal my year of the gig promise to myself.

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My Garnier experience

Ok, so as i said previously that iwas going to try the deep pore cleaning stuff from Garnier.

I lasted two days, just two. Why? It dried the hell out of my skin, yes i know its supposed to dry the greasy bits, but good god did it ever DRY them. And the rest, It did tighten pores, and bring down some spots but it left me with lots and lots of dry flaky skin, the likes of which i have not seen since my teen years. I had to leave it, i'm still after a week fighting with an angry dry patch just around my right eyebrow. I may use it as a spot treatment, as the 2% s/acid would help. But for someone with combo skin, its just not an all over treatment. So i'm back on the quest for small pores, matte skin and to be properly quenched. The utter joys.


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